proud unca

it sure feels great to be the unca to a lovely baby nephew.....its fun to watch how his face goes through different contortions while asleep, and the faint smile lingering on his lips......babies sure bring joy!!!

waiting to see you

after that round of coffee and an autorickshaw ride to bliss, i am hoping it will be another round of coffee and interesting talk. i hope you are around for the rest of my life. i hope you will bring hope to this dreary life!

you are out

after five long years of trying to be nice to you, and not succeeding, partly because you are so snooty as to reject my simple attempts at conversation, harmless, how-do-you-do types, you are finally out of my life. and thank god for that. now i give up the ghost..the ghost of want that merges in stillness and in pain with images, memories of you. i have finito, kaput, that's it. today i am deleting your number from my phone, from memory. as of today you don't exist. go find your solace somewhere else. i am free. free of the ghoulish you, you who preyed on my wants and desires for longer than anybody at any point of time. so long and thanks for all the fish!

feel like studying

seems like everybody i know is rushing off to someplace abroad to study. i feel so under-read, under-studied, hmmm. would be nice to get away to study, anything actually.